choice point

I had a realization today. It’s one of those realizations that is cumulative, you know? Like you could feel it for years. Like you thought you knew it. Like you thought you were over it – or at least that your reckoning with it was done. Complete. And now I sit with it and realize…

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why I don’t teach manifestation

Last week, I was having a conversation with my friend Trisha for her podcast. During our conversation, one of the questions she asked me was “how did you arrive to live in Punta de Mita?”, the tiny fishing village turned surf tourism destination on the Pacific coast of Mexico.   The truth is, Mita chose…

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plot twist

Something shifted. Notice how most people think that’s a good thing. Right? Like we’ve been waiting for the shift.   Yeah. Until it’s fucking seismic.   Truth is we don’t often like the process of “calling it in”. You know what I mean – if you’ve ever manifested anything meaningful. You know. It’s exciting of course. But it’s also…

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Mourning My Future Self

The last year and a half have been a sort of unravelling so to speak. The illuminations that have revealed themselves – my truth – have been so starkly honest.   I am eternally grateful that I have the capacity and the self compassion for myself to be able to witness and digest Truth without…

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A Father’s Day Message

This is my dad.   I never really got to know him. I was 3 when his spirit decided it was time to disengage from this world.   This past Sunday was Father’s Day and I realized that I have a lot more questions about what this concept of “father” is than I do reference…

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An Experiment is Born

I spent some time this morning, as I often do, journaling and digesting anything potent that came through in dream land. Last night was a particularly potent night for me, as the Full Moon illuminated my Ascendant. What would this bring about? I wondered as I drifted off to sleep.   An epiphany.   Over…

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Living The Tower

Recently I’ve been writing a lot about The Tower card.   That’s because a few weeks ago I was consecutively pulling that card over and over again. I knew in my bones that things would fall apart once more. I thought today I would do a journal style entry of the real time process of…

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The Wheel of Fortune

I’ve pulled the Wheel of Fortune twice this week and so I thought today is a good day to break it down.   Fate. Luck. Destiny.   When we like the results, this is what we call it.   Misfortune. Bad luck. Curse.   When we don’t like the results, this is what we call it….

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