I had a realization today. It’s one of those realizations that is cumulative, you know? Like you could feel it for years. Like you thought you knew it. Like you thought you were over it – or at least that your reckoning with it was done. Complete. And now I sit with it and realize…
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just let it go … this is one of my most triggering things to hear. I absolutely hate it when someone tells me to let something go. Contemplating just what exactly is it about this particular phrase that just gets under my skin. I checked in with my body. And I landed on something juicy….
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I’m going to start by clarifying that I am not claiming to be an “expert” on this by any means. What I am about to share with you is my own humble experience with manifesting my dreams … And … What happened when it was time to let them go. Yesterday I wrote a…
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Last week, I was having a conversation with my friend Trisha for her podcast. During our conversation, one of the questions she asked me was “how did you arrive to live in Punta de Mita?”, the tiny fishing village turned surf tourism destination on the Pacific coast of Mexico. The truth is, Mita chose…
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What is HOME? I’ve been contemplating this for I feel like my whole life. The answer changes in a way, but there is always something that never ever does. Recognition. Felt sense. There is a knowing in my bones and simply knows home. As babies, our nervous systems learn what “home” is through our…
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Something shifted. Notice how most people think that’s a good thing. Right? Like we’ve been waiting for the shift. Yeah. Until it’s fucking seismic. Truth is we don’t often like the process of “calling it in”. You know what I mean – if you’ve ever manifested anything meaningful. You know. It’s exciting of course. But it’s also…
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You know the one. Living the Dream. Except people who are actually living their dreams rarely share the reality of what that looks like. Why? Because it’s not a sexy in reality as it is on Instagram. Because the fantasy of our imagination keeps it intact. I want to talk about…
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Temperance and The Devil Reversed The week of August 1st 2022 tarot spread. For those of you who were curious about the recent spread from my Instagram stories here is part 1 (I think I’ll probably break it down in 3 parts over all since that’s how the spread landed – in 3 parts)….
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Dear mom, I’ve found myself thinking about you a lot these days. Perhaps it’s the not fully understanding. You see, I miss the essence of mother. I find myself trying to reconstruct, reroot, start from scratch essentially, rebuilding these bones of existence that is mother. I miss having a sense of security…
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Today was a shitty day. No nothing bad happened. The world in general was kind to me. However in this morning’s journaling I came to a rather stark and honest realization about the current state of my health. I’m ok. This is not to insight panic. But also, there is something….
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